It’s been two weeks. Two weeks since he hurt me. Two weeks since I was crushed again. Two weeks since the person who made me smile broke me down… Friends keep trying to tell me that it will be okay, that I will be okay. I know eventually I will be, but right now it really sucks. One day I’m fine and feeling on top of the world, but the next second I’m crying and can’t stop. I’m trying to tell myself that I’m okay, but I’m not. I just want to be happy again. I’m trying to stay positive and keep my head up, but it’s so hard when the one that made me smile again is the same one that broke my heart. I keep trying to make sense of things, but I don’t really understand any of it. I just want to be truly happy again….